AND SO THIS LONG EXILE
Two pieces of roti or a red earthen plateful
And some morsels of salt like little stars
You didn't want to give me in the quiet distant terrace –
Therefore this long exile.
My life turned a prey to dreadful beasts
And the barrel of your gun aimed at
Each of my steps.
Crawling like a reptile in the bush
I had to search for a safe and solitary refuge –
Therefore this long exile.
I couldn't say what I yearned to
My country and its people –
Therefore this exile.
In the sanctity of a bright dawn
Like the eyes of a red cock as if the sun
My discomfited songs
Didn't find the grace yet –
Therefore this exile.
Our beloved rabbits as white as the river at dawn
Are wounded and killed by the hounds of
The flag bearers of religions and they're doing
Unrestrained business today
Our honor, freedom and our own sky have been sold –
Therefore this long exile.
Obdurate and blind reactionaries are
Going forward slickly today riding on
The back of progressiveness –
Towards the dark-loving medieval times replete with
Wails and bloodshed – therefore this exile.
I admit I've seen the yellow shalik birds dancing on
Krishnachura braches during the month of Boishakh
By the waves of the Bay of Bengal I've seen
The moon-shining eyes of ten thousand deer at Hiranpoint
I've seen the agitation of starfish swimming on seawater
I've heard the sound of rain like the kiss of a newly-wed couple
In the drought of Bengal.
There was a time when
My heart was sated with the boundless joy of
Deep friendship and brotherhood
In the walks of Bengal – in rain and shine, at dawn and dusk
And we had never-ending amiable days in our life.
Yet I've seen the hands of aristocratic farmers
Broken down untimely for feebleness
Extended towards the vacuity of civilisation.
I've seen the despondent map of Bengal
In the faces of my friends,
The freedom fighters in the Liberation War
I've seen them silently die
Therefore this long exile
I'm in exile eternally both at home and abroad
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